Wednesday, September 22, 2021

Voice - Throwback December 2017

 My heart belongs to words and I send questions into the universe hoping someone will pick up on my notions.

That person will understand my exact need and respond with love.
Simple words or discernment that mollifies the emotional comfort I do desperately desire.
To be often spoken over; it isn’t conducive to confident self-importance. It happens more than I care to admit.
The thing is - I know I’m important, worthy of this world, meant to be here for larger purposes.
So, though it hurts me when you overlook me, you may not understand just what you are overlooking.
We are all the same...human.
Our voices, our feelings, our emotions, and choices - they are worthy of open ears and hearts.
I just wish there were so many more of these.
Imagine the effect you could have on one person.
Imagine how the entire world would change.
Please listen.
And let others know they are heard.
It hurts too much to be overlooked and over-spoken.
Nonetheless, I wish everyone well. Always.
I will find my voice whether you want to hear it or not.

Somewhere Inside

  • I keep all of Sophie's drawings.
  • The cleaning bug doesn't usually bite me but when it does it is usually all out. I go overboard.
  • I love things that touch my heart.
  • I love a good heart wrenching book or movie.
  • I believe in fairy tales.
  • I wish I could let go of all of my insecurities and live completely free.
  • I feel like I get on people's nerves.
  • I want to be noticed but I don't like attention.
  • I have trouble sleeping - too many thoughts and fears.
  • Music makes my soul feel free.
  • I can be terribly stubborn.
  • I can be judgemental
  • Mountains make me happy.
  • I secretly wish I could afford to focus my energy on some type of art and my family, not a "job".
  • I often feel out of place or irrelevant.
  • I enjoy detail specific activities.
  • Sophie can make me the happiest person in the world and break my heart so completely - all in the same instant.
  • Chris can do the same thing.
  • I can read a day away.
  • Friendships are hard for me.
  • Philosophy intrigues me.
  • I love Willie Wonka.
  • I fear early death.
  • I wish my mother could be here.